It's
been almost two months since I last wrote a blog. It's been several
months since I've even thought about writing my book. I'm exhausted.
My mind is at a loss. I've been on a roller coaster for
months now, and I think I'm finally getting somewhat accustomed to
the constant up and down. I'm finding some clarity through the
madness. Someday, I may write about all we've been through this last
year or especially these last few months. However, today I just want
to talk about my sister.
Jessica
is special. She has unique gifts and abilities, but rarely had the
confidence to use them. God has done a major work in her life the
last few years. I credit Granite United Church for a lot of it. They
helped her see her value and helped her develop her abilities. It's
always hard to distinguish the truth from friends or relatives
because you know they are bias, but when others say it you begin to
believe it. That's what happened with Jess. She began to blossom and
grow. I barely recognized the woman she became.
A
couple years ago, a new kid showed up at school. He was humorous,
kind, utmost gentlemen, and had an extreme love of ketchup. It was
bound to happen. Not sure who fell first or if it was a simultaneous
combustion, but God put these two together and nothing could separate
them. It happened fast. No one understood it. It didn't make much
sense, but Jessica and Brandon fell in love.
As
quickly as the romance began, the relationship maintained speed
throughout. They were engaged before the end of the year. It seemed
as if they were married a few days later, although I know it was a
little longer than that.
The
words “Wise men say only fools rush in, but I can't help falling
in love with you...” played softly as she floated down an aisle
lined with candles towards the love of her life. There was no
mistaking this union. It was meant to be and no one could stop the
magnetic pull they each felt.
They
wanted to take their time and enjoy being a married couple before
having kids, but God just laughed at their plans. Ten months later
Kade Jameson Kerns arrived.
This
last year hasn't been easy. They had to fight to be together. They
struggled to make the wedding happen. They worked hard to survive.
They've been in and out of the hospital for almost three months. And
now today, as they celebrate their one year anniversary, they are in
a hospital again.
Some
may wonder why God is punishing them so, but I see it differently. I
think of Job. I think of how God CHOSE Job because He knew Job could
handle it. He knew that it would only make Job stronger. It would
only refine him. I believe God has something huge for this couple. He
is refining them and molding them and preparing them for something
big. He has chosen them. I feel so blessed to be able to witness the
work being done in their lives. They have lived through and survived
what others would never even attempt if given the chance. Their
marriage is stronger because of it.
Happy
Anniversary Jessica and Brandon!
